Queen Cry Baby!

I gritted my teeth in pain for most of the day today and yesterday because of some killer cramps and monster headaches.

It seems to go away in the afternoon though...
I wonder if it has something to do with going to sleep?
I'm not sure....
I wonder if I'm just sick, or if its the result of something going on within...
Hopefully NOT the BIG D ( what Emily and I say to refer to depression)
but alas,
I have no idear!
Seriously though. They f*ckin hurt.
and I guess it doesn't help that in the back of my mind
I know that I am pretty lonely these days.
I wonder if that has anything to do with it?!

I don't know, but because I watched Cry Baby today, followed by random scenes from Grease 2, I feel obligated to show my non-existent public what I've seen, in order to get a feel for what I'm feeling. Or at the very least, document to myself what I'm feeling at this exact moment, to see if it creates those same feelings at a future time period. (Ha! I said "feelings" a million times)
Catch my drift, son?

The point of this post is, I guess, is that Johnny Depp is really sexy, and that I get what Michelle Pfeiffer is feeling. :p

Ska-ska Ska-tttuh BrainZzz!!!

It is Sunday Morning... well, Sunday afternoon to be exact. Morning for me, I guess. Yesterday, I lost a Beer Pong Competition with a guy named Stephen (Team Pong-a-licious!) It was pretty fun anyway, so it's not that big of a deal. But now I find myself half-watching Nickelodeon and chatting with friends on IM, while doing Risk Management Training online, and looking up my homework assignments for the week. Sounds like Multi-tasking, but to me, it just sounds like warped priorities. :/

Aghhh, I really hope I don't get on Academic Probation! It would break my heart. But, I guess I can look at the situation from the eyes of the Fortune Cookie I got when some of my friends and I went to an Asian restaurant with Barbara. It said something along the lines of "Only from great failure can one reap great success." So yeah, if I get on probation, thats going to be my cheap inspiration for my shortcomings in society. :P Hopefully it won't come to that. I just gotta kick my own ass this semester, and remember that this is all a privilege, and not something I should take for granted.

In other news, I made spaghetti tacos the other day-- it was super friggin' legit--



....and right now I just ate some spicy pasta that Alisa made. (Also super legit)

Well, I guess I must leave for now, and finish all the work I have yet to do...
Hopefully, in the midst of all the stress, I will come back on top in the end... or at least find a hot boyfriend? XD I don't know where that last thought came from. It had nothing to do with this post at all. Wow.

I guess my mind is all over the place.
MUST FOCUS. MUST FOCUS. MUST FOCUS.